A Not So Love Story

Once, she sent me a friend request..

I smiled sweetly. She was actually my special crush back in high school..

I tried to poke her..

But she didn't poke me back..

I always liked her status and photos everytime i open my account..

But she didn't recognize it. She didn't even like my status whenever i post something..

Just this September, i greeted her on her birthday by posting on her wall..

And she didn't even thank me just like those grats that i receive from those people that i greet even we don't know each other personally..

Then one day, i had the gut to message her. And do you know what it contained?

'ang ganda mo pa din. at medyo crush pa din kita...'

Surprisingly, she finally responded:

'ganun?!? hahaha...'

Boy, i felt stupid and hopelessly fetted..

She hadn't better sent me that friend request. But more than that, i should have not taken that so deeply..

After a deep sigh, i unfriended her..

Just for me to realize when i viewed her profile one time that she is a private user and she can't be sent a friend request that easy..

But i just didn't mind it..

I don't know what's her reason of sending me a friend request despite that she has this private account and chosen friends on her account..

I don't want to expect something anymore..

But just yesterday, i was very surprised when i logged in, she sent me again a friend request..

I was unconscious for a while..

But after a few seconds, i clicked the IGNORE button..

After all, she will never be mine...

:(